I heard someone say “The Christian side of me is leaning this way, but another side is going the other.” This really got me thinking today, because we all have sides, don’t we? We are completely double-minded in our thinking. To me, it is just a lack of faith, or having an “out” in case things with God don’t work out. That little bit of protection in saying, “Well, I never REALLY thought that was going to happen.”

But what if having “sides” is what is keeping you from experiencing all that God has in store for you? What if that doubt is stealing the things that faith has promised?

I have told my friends many times that for me, there are no “gray areas.” Things are either black or white. It’s only been recently that I’ve discovered why this has always been a solid truth in my life. It’s the simple fact that to make gray, black and white have to mix, and if God is represented by white, then He can never, ever mix with black. He is perfect. It’s like He is coated in NeverWet. Darkness cannot touch Him or mix with Him.

Gray is a cop-out color. It’s the “well, let’s just agree to disagree” color, that puts important issues on the shelf. What good has that ever done? At dinner on Friday, I mentioned something political, and a girl disagreed with me. She said, “Well, let’s just not talk politics at the table.” I wanted to ask why people never seem to want to talk about things that matter because it might be uncomfortable, but I was cut-off. Nothing got resolved, no one came out of that conversation changed. It’s really sad.

I don’t want to be someone who has “sides.” I want to be fully committed in everything I do. I want to not be consumed by emotions, but driven by the Holy Spirit. I want “me” to be taken out of the equation, until it’s just God using this vessel to further His Kingdom, for His Glory, for His purpose.

“This is the message we have heard from him and declare to you: God is light; in him there is no darkness at all.” — 1 John 1:5


4 thoughts on “Sides.

  1. Amen sister,
    This caught my eye because for years I have said that there is no gray area in the bible. Either we are with him or not. Either we’re in or we’re out. I like the way you shared this truth. God bless you in your journey walk with Christ…….. Elisha’s Vision

  2. Blessings,

    This is a wonderful and true article. Our mind is a battlefield in all things. Upon conviction of the Holy Spirit the darkness is weeded out, the gray slowly transforms into the white light of God as we gain a deeper understanding of His divine wisdom.

    What you are doing is bold and courageous and for God. It is a beautiful thing to see how God uses a willing vessel. I am praying for you a greater measure of faith, courage, and boldness to stand on the word no matter where you are. God will bless you for what you are doing. I find your article encouraging and intriguing.

    When given the opportunity you should look at my blog and see how the Lord has convicted my heart. I am a soldier for Jesus Christ who shed His blood on the cross for all humanity. Have a wonderful day, Many blessings to you and yours.

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